he should be so ashamed

he will never know how much he hurt her, no one will. he made her feel things she hasn’t been able to feel in a very long time but he didn’t care; she had her back turned while he pulled the rug from underneath her and ran off laughing. he embarrassed her, made her feel insecure. he made her fall hard for him and she trusted him despite what she already knew. she will never let her guard down again because of him. she had never met anyone who could be so sweet and loving and in a second become such a deceitful sneaky liar all because he is selfish. he doesn’t know how to love, and he will never be anything but a disappointment. behind her smile hides a heart filled with stifled pain that is masked by her laughter. this is his fault. and she refuses to blame herself anymore.